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Subdivision

by Endemic

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1.
Subdivision. 01:19
2.
You've been breaking your walls down, killing your own town, this world was a gift, but now it's on meltdown. I'm feeling the heat but I'm out in the cold, this does affect you forget those lies you've been told. I wanna change my ways, fix this place, step up and save this race. We're all to blame and yeah I admit it, the damage is done but I will not quit it. A place so masochistic, in a blink you could've missed, the last place I'll see, a system I've made peace with. I'm drawing the line between fear and acceptance, ridding all thoughts of defiance or vengeance. Motionless I lay, I'm tied and bound, a shattered mind is all I have. I fear I am nearing the fall of man, I beg forgiveness I've begged to be saved. Holding on to the only solace I feel in my dreams, my anger repressed and the problems addressed, I'm no longer tearing apart at the seams. I have become nameless, another number in the ranks. Just another clone in baron wasteland, never living to see the day, above the darkest hole hope is out of reach, placed in sight for constant torture. Living in glass houses but throwing stones, stick your fingers down your throat and heave the lies. You wanna find out what it means to walk an even pace, sever the ties. Stuck down at the bottom of the sea, hold your breath, watch your life flash before your eyes.
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Mother oh Father, where have you been? All my life I've spent wondering. What would happen if I left, left just like you did? Brainless lies, you've had your chance, now it's my turn to speak. You try to tell me how I'm feeling, like you know me. You know don't know anything about me. And you talk like you've had such a hard life, moving from home to home, and I locked myself away for days, didn't go to school didn't learn, too scared to leave the house incase, you ran again, you ran again, bottled up emotions made me who I am today. Now it's time, it's time to tell the truth, it's moments like these I begin to take you for what you're worth.
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Walls. 03:40
I'll dig a grave for me to lie in, cause the truth is above the ground, I'm further than six feet under and I can still hear the sound, of an army of anxiety winning the war against my rational thinking. The way I look at life has been changed, never again will I leave destruction in my way. I was too good at running from the good, always the escape artist, always the coward. There was a crack in the path I'd chosen, I was always looking for someone to blame, but the rip and the crack and the tear in my skin were one in the same. I've built up walls not keep me in, but just to knock them down again. I'll step over the stones and bricks that once were my selfishness, and walk to a glistening horizon and start again. I've realised that the weight of the world will not wait for me, now I can breath and see what I need.
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The fearless in me died a long time ago and that's what I miss the most, so step right up and enjoy the show, you'll all be watching a ghost. How can you expect me to choose between life and death, like choosing which son you love best, like losing a love so close to the heart in your chest. People live all their lives searching for something they've never seen, dreaming all their lives of a place they've never been. An eagerness to kill, the meager presence of their sight, your blood will spill, your end's tonight. You are the workhorse, he filled you with no remorse, copies of copies, it's only getting worse.

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Subdivision was produced and mixed by Ashley Holbrook.
Mastered by Matt Jenkinson (Dirty Cash Productions) and Ashley Holbrook.
All songs written and performed by Endemic.

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released August 25, 2013

Guest Guitar Solo on 'Black Clouds' performed by Daniel Weston.
Guest Vocals on 'Glass Houses' performed by Zaid Elgahmi.
Artwork created by Zac Pomphrey of Scary Boys Clothing Co.

Endemic is Tristan Portingale and Ashley Holbrook.

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